Jam

fuck...

Mon, 16 Apr 2001 01:15:00 GMT

Joey Ramone, lead singer of legendary punk band the Ramones, passed away at 2:40 p.m. Sunday at the age of 49.

The towering front man, born Jeffrey Hyman, did not respond to treatment for lymphatic cancer, a disease that attacks the body's ability to fight infection.

lalalalalalala

Mon, 16 Apr 2001 00:18:38 GMT

i miss annie, if you read this and i'm not on, i'm sorry heh, you're just reading this and i'm not on, thats all,
lalala

april 21st

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 23:57:18 GMT

i need my ticket for the fangboy and the ghouls/fear show at the theatre, oi it's gonna kick ass

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 23:48:41 GMT

shit, i'm all listenin to static age and looking at the misfits website, aww god damnit im lame lol,
awww i miss annie though blah = /
oh well, i know she'll be back = P

strength

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 21:26:35 GMT

flawless

1a : perfection in physical structure or form b : an perfection or strength and especially one that attracts from the whole or hinders effectiveness

tonight

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 09:33:38 GMT

tonight was just great, it was like the happiest night of my life i was so happy, annie ad me jsut talked along with joel and stuff, and we drank to the death of christ which caused me to be hella sick and stuff so yeah i still am, aww man i love ya annie, i love you alot, oi, i beter go before it gets worse, see ya!

misfits lunchbox

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 06:48:08 GMT

will somebody buy my the misfits lunchbox, now i'm not into the new misfits but i want a luncbox and this ones rad
plus graves and chud are out of the badn so yay= )

why i like annie so much (very very mushy stuff)

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 06:28:25 GMT

P0Lp0t: oi
EwwImNasty: hey
P0Lp0t: hi
P0Lp0t: i love you = )
EwwImNasty: i love you too
P0Lp0t: write something in livejournal lol
EwwImNasty: i will heh
EwwImNasty: later i will
P0Lp0t: awww
P0Lp0t: heh
P0Lp0t: i dunno what to write
EwwImNasty: me neither
EwwImNasty: im gonna wait until later
P0Lp0t: i love you
P0Lp0t: i love you
P0Lp0t: i love you i love you i love you
EwwImNasty: i love you too
P0Lp0t: = )
P0Lp0t: i love you sooooooooooOOOoOooooo much!
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: i love you soooooooooooooOOOoOOoOooooooooOOO much, also!
P0Lp0t: = D
P0Lp0t: lol
P0Lp0t: whatcha doin?
EwwImNasty: talking to you and jon and joel, kinda heh
EwwImNasty: you?
P0Lp0t: heh
P0Lp0t: livejournal
P0Lp0t: i miss seans full head of hair
EwwImNasty: ?
P0Lp0t: he didnt always have a hawk
EwwImNasty: yea i know
EwwImNasty: he used to have curly hair heh
P0Lp0t: hehe
P0Lp0t: i love you
EwwImNasty: i love you too
P0Lp0t: SEAN WAS JUST ON AIM!
EwwImNasty: aw heh
P0Lp0t: heh, kidding
EwwImNasty: aw
EwwImNasty: that wasnt very nice
P0Lp0t: aww i'm sorry
EwwImNasty: its okay
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: sorry im not talking
P0Lp0t: i'm messing around on livejournal heh
P0Lp0t: i'm not talking either
P0Lp0t: whatcha doin?
EwwImNasty: talking to jon
EwwImNasty: and you
EwwImNasty: heh
P0Lp0t: annie
EwwImNasty: ?
P0Lp0t: i love it when we talk
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: im sorry im not talking
EwwImNasty: i love you
P0Lp0t: you should be sorry >= P
P0Lp0t: hehe, kidding once more
P0Lp0t: ahahaha i'm a kidder arent i
P0Lp0t: i love you alot, lotlotlotalotalot
EwwImNasty: hehe
EwwImNasty: aww
EwwImNasty: i love you
P0Lp0t: = )
P0Lp0t: i love you
EwwImNasty: i love you too heh
EwwImNasty: aw
EwwImNasty: im sorry im not talking
P0Lp0t: ?
P0Lp0t: me too
EwwImNasty: ive been on all night
EwwImNasty: heh
P0Lp0t: i love you
P0Lp0t: you're so nice to me
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: thats cuz i love you
P0Lp0t: = D
P0Lp0t: = B lol
P0Lp0t:
i'm a dork
P0Lp0t: = 8
= B
EwwImNasty: hehe
P0Lp0t:
()()
(**)
((.))#
UU
P0Lp0t: lol
P0Lp0t: bunnywunny
EwwImNasty: whats that?
EwwImNasty: oh heh
P0Lp0t: ()()
(**)
((.))#
UU
P0Lp0t: lol
EwwImNasty: hehe
EwwImNasty: nice try
P0Lp0t: i love you
EwwImNasty: aw
EwwImNasty: i love you too
P0Lp0t: *kiss*
P0Lp0t: heeh
EwwImNasty: hehe
EwwImNasty: aw
P0Lp0t: = )
EwwImNasty: jon's kinda mean
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: he can be really nice
P0Lp0t: hah, werent expectin thatwere ya
EwwImNasty: and really mean
EwwImNasty: aw i love you heh
P0Lp0t: good
P0Lp0t: let's keep it that way
P0Lp0t: hehehe
P0Lp0t: i love you too
P0Lp0t: *kiss kiss* aha ha, mwahaha, hehe
EwwImNasty: hehe awww * kiss * heh
P0Lp0t: = D
P0Lp0t: thank you lovergirl
EwwImNasty: hehe
EwwImNasty: aw
P0Lp0t: ?
EwwImNasty: david always tells me he loves me
EwwImNasty: and i dont know if he does
EwwImNasty: and if he does i feel bad
EwwImNasty: cuz i dont love him
EwwImNasty: i love you heh
P0Lp0t: well, i love lotsa people
P0Lp0t: i just love you alotalotalotalotalot!
EwwImNasty: hehe
EwwImNasty: aw
EwwImNasty: i have nothing to say
P0Lp0t: i love you lol
P0Lp0t: awww 've got a smile on my face that won't go away
EwwImNasty: hehe awww
P0Lp0t: *kiss*
EwwImNasty: ive been talking to you almost all day
EwwImNasty: i love you
P0Lp0t: i love you more! hah!
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: im sorry were not talking
EwwImNasty: what do you want to talk about?
P0Lp0t: i dunno lol
P0Lp0t: let's get all gross again
P0Lp0t: that was kinda fun
P0Lp0t: something to talk about
EwwImNasty: lol
EwwImNasty: like licorice dispencer gross?
P0Lp0t: like
EwwImNasty: that was funny
P0Lp0t: what would you do if i offerred to eat you out gross
EwwImNasty: lole
EwwImNasty: aww
EwwImNasty: its kinda funny im sorry
P0Lp0t: i know it is
P0Lp0t: lol
EwwImNasty: look
EwwImNasty: were being gross
EwwImNasty: isnt this fun
P0Lp0t: yeah
P0Lp0t: oh yeah
P0Lp0t: so *hands on hips* what would you say to it huh?
EwwImNasty: oh hah you were actually asking me?
P0Lp0t: oh, i dunno
P0Lp0t: if you say yes maybe i was, maybe i wasnt lol
EwwImNasty: lol
EwwImNasty: i dunno, thats a weird question
P0Lp0t: everlasting energetic compassion says:
i'm being gross with annie
everlasting energetic compassion says:
how bout yourself?
Joel says:
doing nothing
everlasting energetic compassion says:
i'm like, i don't feel like myself talking about it though heh
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: we're not really being gross we arent talking about anything
P0Lp0t: it isnt anything?
P0Lp0t: the cleanest organ in any animals system isnt anything?
P0Lp0t: lol
EwwImNasty: hehe
EwwImNasty: i dunno
EwwImNasty: see
EwwImNasty: i said i dunno
EwwImNasty: that makes it nothing
EwwImNasty: blah
P0Lp0t: awww lol
P0Lp0t: ooo i wonder what thats like heh
EwwImNasty: what whats like? lol
P0Lp0t: eating a girl out
EwwImNasty: oh ha
EwwImNasty: i wouldnt know
EwwImNasty: probablly gross
EwwImNasty: yep
P0Lp0t: eh i just happen to have been reading up on it, i dont remember when but i remember reading about it and like i guess it all tastes like candy lol
EwwImNasty: lol
P0Lp0t: just like, it smells when its exposed to air too long
P0Lp0t: i'm sorry, i'm like, being gross today heh
EwwImNasty: lol
EwwImNasty: its okay
EwwImNasty: i just dont know what to say to that..
P0Lp0t: i'm very un me like today = P
EwwImNasty: it smells eh? well.. thats nice..
EwwImNasty: yuck i think my brother and this girl are having sex
P0Lp0t: heh
P0Lp0t: i can;t imagine that
EwwImNasty: dont try
P0Lp0t: i can't anyways
EwwImNasty: eh
EwwImNasty: sorry
EwwImNasty: im quiet heh
P0Lp0t: me too
P0Lp0t: heh
P0Lp0t: i'm sorry all i've been talking about today was like sex stuff about you
EwwImNasty: awww
EwwImNasty: dont be sorry i dont care heh
EwwImNasty: i just dont know what to say
EwwImNasty: lalala
EwwImNasty: heh
P0Lp0t: lol
P0Lp0t: i'm still sorry
EwwImNasty: dont be sorry
EwwImNasty: lol
P0Lp0t: my heads still like ooooeeee annie lalala lay you down on the soft bed, gonna get on down give ya head oooeee angelfuck
P0Lp0t: i'm sorry heh
EwwImNasty: lol
EwwImNasty: nononono
EwwImNasty: dont be sorry
EwwImNasty: its normal
EwwImNasty: talk about it if you want heh, i dont care..
P0Lp0t: yeah but i don't wanna act this way
EwwImNasty: act what way?
P0Lp0t: i dont wanna be all thinkin bout sex and stuff, its like, it just doesnt seem right to me
EwwImNasty: yea heh
P0Lp0t: i should be a girl, just so i could control my own head heh
EwwImNasty: its not wrong i dont think, just as long as you dont feel all gross heh
P0Lp0t: i do feel gross
P0Lp0t: and like, i feel like im grossing you out too
EwwImNasty: you shouldnt
P0Lp0t: lolargh
EwwImNasty: no youre not heh
P0Lp0t: so me shoving my long tongue up yer crotch is fascinating?
P0Lp0t: lol
EwwImNasty: lol, its not fascinating.. ive already thought about it lol... sorry.. i was joking but seriously, if you think that way dont make yourself feel all bad about it
EwwImNasty: its normal
EwwImNasty: normal normal
EwwImNasty: blahhhhhhh
P0Lp0t: lol i'm sorry
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: dont be sorr
EwwImNasty: y
P0Lp0t: i'm like all just trying to get something like "ewww yer nasty or like oooo baby" out of you lol
P0Lp0t: aww i love you annie
EwwImNasty: lol
EwwImNasty: OoOOooOo baby... yer tounge up my crotch.. oh ya... lol
EwwImNasty: was that good?
EwwImNasty: i love you too
P0Lp0t: lol
EwwImNasty: OOOOOOOohh it tastes like candy.. do you want some candy?!?! huh??????? ooo thats what i thought... lol sorry
EwwImNasty: i think its funny
P0Lp0t: lol
P0Lp0t: = )
P0Lp0t: you make it funny, thank you
P0Lp0t: hehehe = )
P0Lp0t: aww i feel all better now
P0Lp0t: still have those nasty thoughts on mind though lol
EwwImNasty: lol
EwwImNasty: nasty thoughts??! ohhhhh baby i like nasty thoughts.. you have a nasty tounge?!!??!! ahhh oOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo
EwwImNasty: hehe
EwwImNasty: sorry
P0Lp0t: lol
P0Lp0t: = D
P0Lp0t: i love you
EwwImNasty: hehe yer like all happy now
EwwImNasty: i love you too
P0Lp0t: yeah i am
P0Lp0t: = )
P0Lp0t: because of you!
P0Lp0t: hehehe
P0Lp0t: hey, she's lipsinking
P0Lp0t: that samantha mumba girl
EwwImNasty: oh
P0Lp0t: will you get me the misfits lunchbox?
EwwImNasty: lol
P0Lp0t: i dun like the new misfits but i want the lunchbox...for my lunch lol
EwwImNasty: i dont have any money
P0Lp0t: i dont enjoy carrying a little bag around with me lol
EwwImNasty: i have an n sync lunchbox
P0Lp0t: rad
EwwImNasty: i gave it to my friend before she moved though heh
P0Lp0t: awww
EwwImNasty: cuz she liked it
P0Lp0t: HAHAHAHAH
P0Lp0t: i love you
EwwImNasty: aw
P0Lp0t: oi you make me so happy annie
EwwImNasty: jon just left to go get some candy at the store heh
EwwImNasty: aw
EwwImNasty: i love you
P0Lp0t: = D
P0Lp0t: annie
P0Lp0t: i love you soo soo much
EwwImNasty: hah
EwwImNasty: i commented
EwwImNasty: on your thing
P0Lp0t: you'r the greatest person i've ever ever ever ever met
P0Lp0t: you make me so much happy lol
P0Lp0t: look i cant even talk right
EwwImNasty: lol
EwwImNasty: read what i posted
EwwImNasty: in your coment thing
EwwImNasty: aw
EwwImNasty: see im gross too lol
P0Lp0t: hehehe = P
P0Lp0t: silly
P0Lp0t: i love you
EwwImNasty: you can delete that if you want lol
EwwImNasty: i love you too
P0Lp0t: nono, i like it
P0Lp0t: i'm not deleting anything heh
EwwImNasty: that will probablly make some people mad...
P0Lp0t: no
P0Lp0t: it wont
P0Lp0t: and if it does they're hard asses lol
EwwImNasty: dun dun dunnn
EwwImNasty: i dunno what to say
P0Lp0t: say i love again
P0Lp0t: i like that
P0Lp0t: - )
P0Lp0t: awww lol
EwwImNasty: all night im gonna have the image of some girl pulling licorice out of her cunt. lol.. thanks
P0Lp0t: = P
EwwImNasty: i love you
EwwImNasty: heh
P0Lp0t: aww i'm sorry
P0Lp0t: i thinks its funny now
EwwImNasty: its okay
EwwImNasty: hehe =)
EwwImNasty: aw
EwwImNasty: i have nothing to say heh
P0Lp0t: i love you!!!
P0Lp0t: say that some more
P0Lp0t: lol
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
EwwImNasty: there
EwwImNasty: ha!
P0Lp0t: oiiiiii you make me so happy annie i love you i love you i love you!!!!!!
EwwImNasty: heh
EwwImNasty: i love you too
P0Lp0t: = D
EwwImNasty: im sorry i have nothing else to say heh
P0Lp0t: *kiss*
P0Lp0t: = P
P0Lp0t: oh oh oh!
P0Lp0t: = *
EwwImNasty: ? heh
EwwImNasty: aw
P0Lp0t: hah = D
EwwImNasty: brb
EwwImNasty: okay
P0Lp0t: is it alright if i post this whole conversation?
EwwImNasty: yea
P0Lp0t: hehehehe = )
P0Lp0t: thank you = )

my broken arm

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 05:59:07 GMT

i wasn't very me today, all i talked about was like gross stuff and my mind was all like horny and stuff but i wasnt heh, i'm sorry annie, i'm dissapointed with myself

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 05:20:29 GMT

ahhhh i'm borededed

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 05:17:48 GMT

P0Lp0t: SEAN WAS JUST ON AIM!
EwwImNasty: aw heh
P0Lp0t: heh, kidding
EwwImNasty: aw
EwwImNasty: that wasnt very nice
P0Lp0t: aww i'm sorry

de la pigfucker oioi

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 05:16:09 GMT

sean that filthy pigfucker, he stabbed me in the cheek with his dick and left = ( aww i miss him, stabbing me n all, awww

personality test

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 03:40:31 GMT

Like just 9% of the population you are a MASTERMIND (SIAT). You can be silent and withdrawn, but behind your reserved exterior lies an active mind that allows you to analyze situations and come up with creative, unexpected solutions. Normal people call this "scheming." Don't learn German.

Anyway, your sense of style and originality are your strengths, and people will respect your judgment once they get to know you. If you learn to be a little more personable, you could be a great leader--you've definitely got the "vision" thing down. Just make sure all the plotting you do behind those eyes of yours is

Sat, 14 Apr 2001 21:11:54 GMT

i came back early again but still no annie, oi hehehe = ) i can hardly wait

yeah

Sat, 14 Apr 2001 20:38:12 GMT

i'm not supposed to be on but i am cuz i missed annie, and she's not on, so, YEAH, umm, fugazi's rad, my aunts still not here, i wondr if my cousins are coming, i need a new phone card to call annie with, even though we dont talk much (when we really do) and it doesnt matter to me whther or not we talk lol, jsut listening to her voice once is great, *compassionate sigh* hehe, anyways, be back at 4 annies time

Sat, 14 Apr 2001 18:09:52 GMT

P0Lp0t: we should like
P0Lp0t: get an exchange machine
EwwImNasty: an exchange machine?
P0Lp0t: so like we can say we're gonna exchange each other and then i'll step out and you'll like be ehre and stuff and the machine'lll be all like hah silly kids, that was kinda mean
EwwImNasty: lol
P0Lp0t: mean to the machine

= )

Sat, 14 Apr 2001 18:02:13 GMT

ommence has commenced

tonight

Sat, 14 Apr 2001 07:51:06 GMT

fuck, son of a bitch, tonight sucked
aww, i was being an asshole to annie and like she kept saying she was tired so i told her to jsut goto bed after complainign and stuff to her, oi, and she just left, no goodbye or anything awww, i'm sorry, i feel so shitty now, <=*(
and joel thought i was mad at him but i jsut didnt see his im oi *sigh* fuck i'm sorry

suz

Sat, 14 Apr 2001 05:42:07 GMT

i don't care if suz replies my cheesy love statements about annie with Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........'s, i don't so = P

oh yeah, i put i'm horny cuz i wanted to see what the little star guy'd look like lol, and yeah, i kidna am horny, not really though

today

Sat, 14 Apr 2001 05:21:06 GMT

i had to goto my aunts for easter, god i hate my family, i hung out with my cousin, we skated all day heh, and then we talked about life, hmm, today sucked lol, except for the small part annie played in it, the small time we got to talk before i left, blah bye

sings these are a few of my favorite things

Fri, 13 Apr 2001 21:18:47 GMT

1. annie
2. joel
3. sean
4. my guitar
5. music
6. candace
7.sierra
8. sam
9. when annies happy
10. missing 23rd shows
11. shows in general
12. the yarn around my wrist
13. being right
14. walking around town with friends at night
15. annie
16. art
17. monochrome
18. converse
19. batteries
20. the dictionary
21. germany
22. europe in general
23. kids in the hall
24. ventura
25. the wonder years
26. terryaki top serloin
27. broccolli
28. annie
29. taco bell
30. field trips
31. saying i love you to annie
32. my sister
33. les paul studio guitar
34. bowling
35. getting cds
36. loving annie
37. saying i love you to annie
38. being cheesy
39. being mushy with annie
40. annoying you with all my listed annie things
41. black english chicks, fun to talk to
42. dancing
43. the pit
44. making new dances for the pit
45. making a new friend
46. opening peoples eyes
47. knowing im not like you but am
48.payphones
49. mods (the scooters)
50. mods (the society)
51.compassion
52. breath
53. making neat phrases
54. making up words
55. debating
56. skating
58. walking
59. road trips
60. annie
61. invader zim
62. http://www.livejournal.com/users/kenji_entrophy/
63. rainy days
64. sunny days
65. 3-d glasses
66. suspenders
67. old people sweaters
68. my favorite things the song f00
69. stand and deliver
70.treasure chests
71. annie
72. cheech and chong
73. pf flyers
74. sewing
75. cooking
76. pac-man
77. ms. pac-man
78. my computer
79. salzers (local record store)
80. subway
81. fixing things
82. teaching people things
83. i hate america but i;d rather live here than anywhere unless its germany
84. pogo bags
85. shaving
86. guinea pigs
87. brushing my teeth
88. boxes
89. love
90. annie
91. the 80's
92. the early 90's
93. P0Lp0t: i love you
EwwImNasty: i love you too
94. black socks
95. snow
96. cattle
97. carrows
98. dennys
99. red balloons

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Fri, 13 Apr 2001 10:20:22 GMT

i love annie! oi i love her so much, ahhh, ok, i;m done

note:

Fri, 13 Apr 2001 10:07:16 GMT

i did all that cheesy poem before on the sight of a lead singer on tv, it all came from that one guy singing in the mic, ok, i've bored livejournal enough

wow! = D i'm so happy right now, this is why :

Fri, 13 Apr 2001 10:05:49 GMT

4:26 am - blahness
I'm so lonely today.
I hate the fact I love the people I do. And I hate the fact the people I'd like to love are so out of reach. I know it'll all get better when I get to talk to Jam!! my love * sigh * hehe.
The situation i'm in is pretty fucking ridiculous. I NEED some sort of affection to stay content. I hate it. I guess it's true when they say love is a dependancy?
but god, i love him so much heh. he Lives far away and I'm too fucking stupid to make anything real happen. I try to ignore my emotions, I can't deal with them. I hate it. I figure if I don't get to experience something I'll never get to miss it, but I would still be missing it right? I just wouldn't be aware of to what extent.. I always feel really stupid thinking that way, but it's true. I dunno. all i know is he makes me so happy .. heh..
I'm gonna get my lazy ass up and go do something... Peace
( peace is my word, the damn homies stole it! )

current mood: blah
current music: Tampere SS

my first real post

Fri, 13 Apr 2001 10:04:34 GMT

joels really rad, and yeah before i thought he was rad but lame, and now i think we can like be on a competitive level in my head of like wow is he neat or am i neat, i always think up stupid stuff in my head, like the other day when davey had the chance to pull names out of the hat i told him there was a crisp one dollar bill waiting for him and a ditsy blonde was like "what????" heh, oh well, and like annie, oi annie, annies so rad, she's like the raddest thing ever, i think the reason i never like jumped on the fact i liked her before now was like, i didnt think she'd be into the whole thing, which i still think she's scepticle about, but like, oh well, i think shes really getting into it now like, not caring if we're both computer nerds lol, and to think it was like a year ago we were being lame and trading rancid avs on the palace *cheesy sparkling smile with a thumbs up*. don't worry palace, if you were still alive i'd advertise, anyways, yeah, i'm really really into annie, and i love how she makes me happy, i love how i make her happy, i love the whole concept...annie....
maybe she's gonna read this and be like, wow, he really can write in a journal.. heh, aww that was kinda cheesy, oh yeah, i'm the cheesemeister hehe, hmm, i'm debating whther or not i wanna change the kenji entrophy thing on here. it doesnt sound rad anymore, i'll probably change it to like everlasting compassion or something, that sounds rad, sounds like a song i'd write, oh yeah, i do write songs, i dont think i'm very good at it though, everyone that reads my poetry seems to be dramatically affected though, i guess they jsut don't expect it from someone who acts so cheesy all the time, i guess when the time comes i can get very serious and like get political hard ass kinda, i'm really into discussions, especially about religon or what not, god damnit i'm cheesy...:

ElmoOfDeath: maybe when im not exhausted ill work on it
P0Lp0t: right on, i've got neutrals, i hate colors lol
P0Lp0t: except for my icon, its annie lol
ElmoOfDeath: ive got blue and black
ElmoOfDeath: heh she is beautyful isnt she
ElmoOfDeath: hmm
P0Lp0t: lol, i was gonna be like watch it buddy but how could i fuck you up, yes god damnit shes beautiful

haha, wow i bet this is a page logn already, anf i keep typing, hmm, a few hunfred years ago it was like the cool thing to be really fat, like it showed wealth, and now its like, SHIT BAD BRAINS ON TV BRB,
wow, that rocked, anyways joel just left, i gotta pee, brb again,
ok, where was i? oh yeah, a few hundred years ago it was cool to be fat because it showed wealth, you could feed yer face and still have enough cash to feed yerself some more, and like skinny people were neglected and forced to die if you will.. and now today those same kings families are skinnier than i am, i mean, it all adds up, it really just shows how ignorant our society can be, i dunno, maybe it really all just evolved from natural instinct rather than like "wow hes fat i'ma fuck him" kinda mentality, hmm, i really miss annie, i hope i get to call her tonight, she really is pretty much my world, besides the few friends i have and my music, i wouldnt mind if my world was jsut her, notice my trademark just, its just just spelled jsut cuz i type so damned fast, oh well its trademark, hehe, annies so cute too, she jsut comes up with rad stuff thats jsut like what i want to hear, i can;t really explain it and have the reader know what i'm talking about, have it be felt the same way, but oh well, these suspenders kick ass, i really like them.
i live in this storage place, that my parents own and run etc, i've lived here for about seven years now, anyways, we rent some of the units out to bands, and one we rent out to some of my good friends, matt low, matt g sean trailer, and the new singer, i can't remember his name, these guys are really good, the emotions you feel when lsitening to their music are jsut overwhelming, it's so amazing how it does that but it all makes perfect sense at the same time, the same tone, maybe this note will make sense this time, this note.... anyways, they have about 13 songs now, no real names to the songs yet but they're fileld with powerful lyrics, some really suck, i'm not very fond of this singer but hes got a great voice, even though i dont think the words stand for the whole band, they're kind of like, political moments induced with bleeding hands kind of lyrics, i'm not too happy with them sometime but some are great like, this isn't right, i wont give up, the threat, the threat my mentality the existence is exact blah blah blah, actually i made that up right now but kinda sounds right, i bet the readers pissed off by now, i'm wearing my missing 23rd shirt, the one when they got signed to sessions, my black dickies with the legs lol, black socks, my all black low tops, plaid boxers with minor threat patch on them, and the suspenders, i feel kinda like eating but i'm not hungry now, i'm not tired, i jsut want annie, oh it would be great to just like, talk ourselves to sleep or something like that, i use to feel great talking to my friends at like three in the morning on the phone, doing that with annie would be great but i dont think its gonna happen, shes got a schedule mainly for her life heh, i dunno, my lifes just so unacceptable as of the moment i guess i'd rather edit it all out jsut to talk with annie, she's jsut...perfect, annie is perfect, i'm sorry if i'm like embarrassing you annie heh, but its my journal, my feeligns, etc, how , what makes me think the way i do now, why is my joy expressed like that , this, etc,

my poetry sucks too joel

the presidential statue standing as the lead man,
it's not right its the hypocritical masses i see it,
i can see these masses repeat, its not fair, i dont want to see this,
i can take my positive stand to make it better, it wont make it better,
its a lie, to add to the masses, dall back, forget, what i felt, breathagain,
repeat, repeat, its the turntable in the day when it was right,
but that's false, added to the masses,
fall back, forget, what i felt,
repeat, repeat, i remember the makeup i use to wear,
it wasnt me, makeups the p0lp0t, we don't need it,
another lie, the masses multiply,
repeated, repeated, our happiness is skipped, our everything ignored,
hear is the explanation for the lord..
the end, i ended it lame cuz i was getting to into it, yeah i know it sucks but oh well, hmm i miss annie, heh, every other sentence writing that i was like "oi i miss annie alot" hmm, old grandmas with big puffy dimples look like buttheads, my head hurts now, i know i can keep talking, i'm going to keep talking, i wonder if annies going to read this, i know, i'll put a question right here for her to answer or something, my birthdays june sixth, ninteen eighty-six, so just tell me what my birthdate is and i'll be like whoa rad, aww i love you annie. oh god, heh, tons of people are gonna be like jam's a pussywillow now lol, i dont care, i love annie, alotalotalotalotalot, i hope she knows, hmm, i wouldnt wanna be patrick swayze, if i were someone i'd wanna be, no, nevermind, i wanna be me, i got annie thats so rad, i'd wanna be me with annie,
mexican mariachi translated to english is really just like country music, i better get goin if i wanna see annie tomorrow lol, i'm probably gonna sleep to 10 at night, the wonder years kick ass, it was a great show, hmm. some things are depressing, but oh well ya know?
well, i love you whoevers reading this, stay true, goodbye, i love you annie! nightnight and stuff = P!!!!!!

Jam

fuck...

lalalalalalala

april 21st

strength

tonight

misfits lunchbox

why i like annie so much (very very mushy stuff)

my broken arm

de la pigfucker oioi

personality test

yeah

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